May 1, 2002

Today's Wednesday. First day of May and getting closer to the end of the school year. I can't wait! Today was a decent day. I didn't go to school since there was a college fair in Woodbridge that had colleges from all over the country. I got up around 7:40. I should've slept in later considering I went to bed around 12:45, but I got up early anyway. I would be taking Manda with me to the fair. I picked her up around after 9, and I got gas in the car and we went to the fair. We got there around 9:30 and looked around at all the booths. We saw lots of people from our school and we left around 10:30. We got in the car and saw our other friends coming in, so we followed them in the car and talked for a minute or two. Our original plan was to go to the Woodbridge mall and then Menlo, but since everyone was going there after they looked at the fair, we decided to do something else. We went to Seaside. It took us about an hour to get there, and we didn't even need directions! We walked the boardwalk and along the beach. I got two shells. Then, we got our pictures taken in one of those booth things which was pretty funny. I played some games in the arcade and got the ticket for points again for next time to use. I was going to meet someone today from PA, and I wasn't sure if it would happen since we went to the shore. "PA" called me around 1, and we decided to meet at the Bridgewater Commons. Me and Manda came back to Bridgewater and we hung out at the mall and I met up with PA. PA is 22, so I didn't really know what to expect since I never met anyone older than 18. It turned out well. We ate at this pizza place in the mall and then walked around the mall talking and stuff. Bloomingdale's just opened up and I wanted to find the cologne that I smelt all day this past Saturday. I found it, but they were all out of it! I ordered it tonight since I really wanted it. Guess it means something to me too, after how Saturday took a major downfall. To my surprise, I didn't think a whole lot about this past weekend since I met PA today. I think the meet turned out pretty decent, and we agreed that we would need to meet again. Even though PA is 22, age doesn't really play a role and you don't tend to think about age when it involves someone who you may like and pursue a relationship with. Me and Manda and PA stayed at the mall till around 5 since we had to go home. I told PA thanks for meeting me, and we hugged. After this past Saturday, I guess I'm still in a burned state of mind, since I didn't want to make any first moves today. When PA hugged me, it was pretty cool and then I was reassured everything should be better in the future. I want to see PA again, but due to their work schedule weekends are ruled out. I can't wait for summer since I will drive there on the days they have off work to hangout. I'm pretty good now traveling long distances..lol. Today was an overall good day, and I hope things from here on out improve. I've been in a funky mood since Saturday night, and I want to get rid of this mood and be better. Hopefully things will improve soon. Maybe I could see PA again soon, and you never know what may happen. A relationship might form or something, you never know. I guess all I can say is time will tell, and I want to find a relationship soon.

Song of the moment: Toya - No Matta What