This is a good song. What do you think it means? I think it's about looking back on your past and missing it.
Friday, March 12, 2010
Updates
Weekend is in sight! I hope to set aside time Friday night to work on the blog. Time to start putting everything on here. It's fun to get your thoughts out!
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Hey!
Hey there Maryinn, I know you were reading this. You were supposed to wait til I showed you, luckily the main story wasn't transferred over yet.. ;)
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Memories
I've been busy trying to recreate my old blog from 2000-2002 on Blogger. I have to say, it's bringing up a lot of memories from the past and present too. When I read the old posts, I actually remember the event more clearly and remember other details about it too. I've been really missing Chris lately. I'll be blogging all about the events from the late summer/fall soon. Supposed to have moved on from that (I thought I did back in fall and most of this winter) but it's been creeping up on me again.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Singing, Chili's, and Picture
I went out with Chris last night to Chili's. He wanted to drive, and we left for Chili's after 8. It's a lot of fun driving around with him. He put on Madonna's Greatest Hits "The Immaculate Collection" and was singing along to the songs as he held my hand when he drove. He were driving the back roads to get to Chili's in Flemington. It was just a lot of fun to hear him singing along and basically having a good time as we headed to Chili's.
On the way, he was talking about his prior jobs at places like Borders. He knew someone at the Borders next to the Chili's and he wanted to stop in to say hi to her since it was awhile since he last saw her. After arriving, he insisted on holding my hand as we walked to the store. I was a little uncomfortable doing this, since it's been literally forever since I ever did any PDA (Public Display of Affection) He understood my feeling and said I shouldn't feel embarrassed or anything. We briefly held hands as we walked to Borders and we went in to see his friend who worked in the cafe. She seemed really nice and he I think wanted to show me off to her, perhaps. He wanted to rub my back and stuff while we were waiting for her to finish up her customers. The PDA made me slightly uncomfortable since I'm not use to it, but the way he is treating me makes me really happy. Time goes too quickly when hanging out with him.
After he talked with his friend, we went over to Chili's to have dinner. I had my usual platter of stuff and he just got a turkey sandwich. We had fun talking over dinner, and I tried sneaking some pics of him, which he made me delete later on. I didn't mind deleting the pics since I had already uploaded them to myself. :) So technically nothing was deleted at all.
When we drove back to my house, he went the back way again. It was a lot of fun, he was talking about his other friends and I was getting a better picture of how he's been living his life lately. I wasn't as nervous eating out with him tonight which was a good thing. I still feel really strongly about him. Is it because I'm trying to see what could've been back in the year 2000?
I ended the night by taking a picture of us together. I wanted to have a new picture of us together and I have to say we look very similar for some reason, unless that's just me. Tomorrow he goes to a Jason Mraz concert so I probably won't see him until Sunday or sometime after my conference.
Song of the moment: Madonna - Material Girl ("Are you a material guy?")
On the way, he was talking about his prior jobs at places like Borders. He knew someone at the Borders next to the Chili's and he wanted to stop in to say hi to her since it was awhile since he last saw her. After arriving, he insisted on holding my hand as we walked to the store. I was a little uncomfortable doing this, since it's been literally forever since I ever did any PDA (Public Display of Affection) He understood my feeling and said I shouldn't feel embarrassed or anything. We briefly held hands as we walked to Borders and we went in to see his friend who worked in the cafe. She seemed really nice and he I think wanted to show me off to her, perhaps. He wanted to rub my back and stuff while we were waiting for her to finish up her customers. The PDA made me slightly uncomfortable since I'm not use to it, but the way he is treating me makes me really happy. Time goes too quickly when hanging out with him.
After he talked with his friend, we went over to Chili's to have dinner. I had my usual platter of stuff and he just got a turkey sandwich. We had fun talking over dinner, and I tried sneaking some pics of him, which he made me delete later on. I didn't mind deleting the pics since I had already uploaded them to myself. :) So technically nothing was deleted at all.
When we drove back to my house, he went the back way again. It was a lot of fun, he was talking about his other friends and I was getting a better picture of how he's been living his life lately. I wasn't as nervous eating out with him tonight which was a good thing. I still feel really strongly about him. Is it because I'm trying to see what could've been back in the year 2000?
I ended the night by taking a picture of us together. I wanted to have a new picture of us together and I have to say we look very similar for some reason, unless that's just me. Tomorrow he goes to a Jason Mraz concert so I probably won't see him until Sunday or sometime after my conference.
Song of the moment: Madonna - Material Girl ("Are you a material guy?")
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Home Cookin'
Chris wanted to come over last night and cook me dinner. He offered to cook, something which nobody ever did for me in the past. Now, I don't really have a complete kitchen per-se, I have a kitchen and all, but I lack the gadgets needed to cook. Chris said he'd cook up a chicken dish and all I needed were pots, which I do have.
Chris came over and we hung out watching some TV (he likes the Chiller channel, and is big into horror movies) and I liked watching TV with him. It's fun to cuddle up on the couch and watch some movies. I rarely watch much television, and this is something new for me to do, not to mention fun!
Chris cooked up a simple dish, basically chicken cutlets and noodles in a simple butter sauce. The meal was simple but it was good. I never had anyone cook for me, so this was something new, and I felt kinda bad about it since I felt he was doing something that he didn't have to do.
I thought he would ask me out last night, but he didn't yet. Maybe he's waiting on me to ask, or perhaps he's not ready yet and just wants to hangout some more first.
I was nervous around him, especially when it was time to eat. I never really get nervous often, but I guess since I really like him I got nervous and it was hard to eat at times. I only got like this around someone I dated back in 2001/2002. Maybe I'm getting strong feelings for him based on this? He doesn't do anything to make me nervous and I enjoy being around him a lot.
Chris came over and we hung out watching some TV (he likes the Chiller channel, and is big into horror movies) and I liked watching TV with him. It's fun to cuddle up on the couch and watch some movies. I rarely watch much television, and this is something new for me to do, not to mention fun!
Chris cooked up a simple dish, basically chicken cutlets and noodles in a simple butter sauce. The meal was simple but it was good. I never had anyone cook for me, so this was something new, and I felt kinda bad about it since I felt he was doing something that he didn't have to do.
I thought he would ask me out last night, but he didn't yet. Maybe he's waiting on me to ask, or perhaps he's not ready yet and just wants to hangout some more first.
I was nervous around him, especially when it was time to eat. I never really get nervous often, but I guess since I really like him I got nervous and it was hard to eat at times. I only got like this around someone I dated back in 2001/2002. Maybe I'm getting strong feelings for him based on this? He doesn't do anything to make me nervous and I enjoy being around him a lot.
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